So today I visited with my very pregnant friend Beth.
She told me how fucked up her life is, I sat and nervously sipped root beer desperately wishing I knew what to say to her. Also desperately wishing it was real beer I was sipping.
She looked really sad. It broke my heart. I hugged her and I really thought she was gonna cry.
It made me look at my life and how easy Ive got things..Im young, I get to have fun, and not worry. Some people dont have it that good.
So afterwards I felt so bad that I smoked the entire way to Eckerds and went in and bought sinus meds, kleenex, gum, a candy bar for my grandma, antibacterial bath soap, and a new squeegee.
Spiked the hell out of it.
I sit here, drinking it, and wishing I had my dads acoustic guitar and screaming lyrics to this cd. It actually sounds good cause my voice is gravel.
<3aahhhh gravelly voices<3
Makes me climax almost as hard as when you kiss me.