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[07 Dec 2004|09:26pm]

Finally talked to Jey, thankthelawd.

I missed you. <3


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[07 Dec 2004|06:12pm]
K so lj has been fucking up...this best buy ad comes up when I try to go to my journal. Basically this is sort of a test run to see what happens.
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He had a lot to say. He had a lot of nothing to say we'll miss him. [06 Dec 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Name: Crystal
Age: Older than you, probably.Unless of course Im not.
Sex:  Chick
Location: GA

***Have you ever...***
*...ran away?  Never needed to
*...pictured your crush naked?  pictured? Ive usually seen....lol
*...broken someone's heart?  yeah
*...been in love?  Mhhmm
*...cried when someone died?  If cried means breakdown, yes.
*...wanted someone you knew you couldn't have? Usually.
*...broken a bone? no 
*...drank alcohol?  Always
*...cried in school? yep

***The Preferred Sex***
*What do you notice first? eyes,  smile, hair
*Short or long hair? depends on the person
*Piercings or none? lip rings
***The last time you...***
*...showered? 20 mins ago
*...have been to a party? Kims halloween
***What is...***
*...your good luck charm? I dont know that I have one.
*...[who is] the person you hate the most? Everyone but like, a few people. No really.

*Color: green and  black
*Movie: Pulp fiction, the godfather, scarface, goodfellas, royal tenenbaums, exorcist, girl interrupted, etc etc
*Book: the Belljar
*Subject in School: psych.
*Online buds: all ya'll folk
*Place to go when you have no where to go: mall or the bookstore
 >*Sports to watch: soccer
*Holiday: Halloween
*Season: fall
*Breakfast food: dont eat breakfast
*Place to go with your honey: anywhere
*Place to go with your friends: the mall
*...makes you laugh the most? my friends in general
*...makes you smile? everyone I love
*...gives you a funny feeling when you see them? Aaron cause hes a creep.
*...has a crush on you? hehe.
*...do you have a crush on? hehe.
*...gives you kisses? hehe.
*...do you like to kiss? most def
*...has it easier, guys or girls? I don't really think anybody has it easy.~~amen.

***Do you ever...***
*...sit by the phone waiting for a call all night? no...lol
*...save AOL conversations? nah
*...save emails? yeah
*...wish you were someone else? nah, thats pointless, life isnt easy for anybody and there would be a good chance theirs would suck more than mine, which would totally defeat the purpose.
*...wish you were a member of the opposite sex? nah
*...want to look differently? Im alright with the status quo. Ive seen uglier.
*...cried because of someone's mean words? Ohhh yeah. But not before saying a few myself.
***Have you ever...***
*...fallen for your best friend: oh totally.
*...made out with JUST a friend: yep
*...been rejected: who hasnt?
*...been in lust:usually
*...used someone: Mmmhmm.
*...been used: Yeah, but once again..who hasnt? I call it moment of weakness.
*...cheated on someone: Nah, Id dump someone before Id cheat on them, thats really fucking douche. If you are sick of someone to the point of fucking around on them, do them a favor and let them go. That pisses me off.
*...been cheated on: Well Im sure that I have but none of them ever told me.
*...been kissed: yeah
*...done something you regret: No, cause I dont have regrets. I do what I think is right at the time and leave it alone.

***Who was the last person...***
*...you touched: cecily
*...you talked to: cecily
*...you hugged: cecily
*...you instant messaged: cecily
*...you kissed: cecily
*...you yelled at: hmmm..allen. lol
*...you laughed with: cecily
*...you had a crush on: does it count if its waaaay beyond that?
*...who broke your heart: Everyone i ever love breaks me. Its the ones that have the capability of putting me back together that are the keepers.

***Do you...***
*...color your hair: its been so long..
*...have tattoos: not yet..soon, soon
*...have piercings: ears and cartilege, which in my book really dont count. I want my nose done.

***Have you/do you...***
*...considered a life of crime: Mob wife, baby
*...considered being a hooker: uh, no.
*...if you could be anywhere, where would you be: New orleans.
*...who would you be with: All you guys!
*...what would you be doing?: Bourbon street and eating mulattos.(the restaurant)
*...what are you listening to: nadda
*...do you have a favorite stuffed animal: Havent had those since I was five.

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A kiss, your hands, a knife, a scar. [06 Dec 2004|06:25pm]
[ mood | happy ]

K so...did the theatre monologue today.
I rocked the house down.
Came home to..what? THAI FOOD. Oh yes maam.
I also have the job of decorating the christmas tree! *yay*

Made the best. coffee. ever.
Talking to Karla. And Tasha. <3
Bow. Down.
Ive been screaming lyrics so loud my voice has rasped out.
Those of you whove talked to me know I have a raspy voice a little anyway.
I have finally screamed long enough that its in the "cool" singing stage.
Writing songs tonight at ye old apt.
Painting, also. Nails included ;)
I gotta put all my buttons on my hoodie and make it Crystalfied.
Things to buy next week:
More pins
Bright green nail polish
Bright green wide ribbon
underdrawwwwwwwwwwwws (ooh lawdy ;)
my Grandmas gift card
Oh yeah..k.c's "way to go you were in a play" surprise.


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<3 [06 Dec 2004|05:36pm]
Your Love Situation
by Amberishjewel
Your Love Is...Dark
During Lovemaking You Act...Like a vampire, very seductive
Your Partner Is...Your soulmate
Your Partner Has Said That You...Are a great lover
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote."Play is not for kids alone"
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If youre feeling especially lazy, the important parts are in red, boldface type. Sorry fuckers. [05 Dec 2004|09:24pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Last night snuck K.C. out of house, with friend in tow.

Today I have a massive spot on my neck.

Went to mall with K.C. and friend in tow.

Almost had to kill me a teenager. Moments like that make me wish I had my michaels approved boxcutter.

Hahahah. Ah, homicide. *Envisions flirty motherfucker bursting into ball of flames, screaming in agony.* Ahahahaha.

I was told I gave him "crazy eye."

This amuses me.


Ahem. Moving on.

Ate Arbys.

Came home.

Performed monologue.

Wrote the most heartfelt poem Ive ever written in my life.

It rocks the face of God off.

Karla read it, and loved it.

Props to Karla, aka, the Messiah.

To do: Be lazy as fuck. =)

I love you.



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hehe count on me to be the slasher. I always did like blood. [04 Dec 2004|12:38am]
bloody nightmare
Bloody Nightmare

What sort of Nightmare are you?
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When you finally get to hell, save me a seat. [03 Dec 2004|02:12pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

So today has been kinda...annoying.
Saddle up, cowboy:
Woke up with sore throat. Again. But its gone now. Its weird.
Cant breathe. 
Went to bed at 10 last night. Didnt do any good. 
Have to memorize that GODDAMNED MONOLOGUE for freakin theatre. STILL.
Havent talked to Jey.  YOU FRICKIN BASTARD. AHEM.
Havent showered yet. Naturally. Why do anything productive? Arrgggggg..
Work at 5, as ALWAYS.

The upside, if any:
Avenge Vegas saturday, followed by Style over Substance.
Hopefully some starbucks.
Sherrie closes tonight, thankthelawd.
Semester is almost OVER!! AHAHAHA.
I get to go to my MOMS soon, thankgod.
Get paid next week. TING.
This means mass shopping, baby. Well..in reality..it means a few choice things and going to moms for a few days,  prolly.
Allen is over this weekend.
I got a free 20 dollar gift certificate to AMC.
Hanging out with Karla after finals.
Damon is home this weekend.
Finally told K.C. the michaels saga and what all was said, which was quite entertaining.
Yep. Guess thats it.
Feel free to come to my work and bring gifts. Or coffee.

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Im only happy when it raaaaaaains....(pour your misery down on me) <3 [02 Dec 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | chipper ]


Took Human Growth test, made a B on it. Not so bad. Talked to him after class because he found my life narrative journal "extremely interesting". Hahahahah. Cue that meaning my life has been fucked up, and/or I am fucked up. Either which way, I took the compliment and assumed that meant I made a decent grade.

Formal dinner tonight, I actually hafta dress nicely. Showering might help, as I look like 80's faded trash.

Lets pray I behave.

The plan? Eat my Italian food, laugh at all the jokes, look interested. Not cuss.

I. Can.Do.This.

Actually, I behave quite well in public, when I wanna.

I hate attending these things, I have to once a year in December. Arrrggg.

Thank god I lost weight and can slam my fat ass into this deal withough my hips busting the damn seams out.



Have to take New Bra back to the store...is there NOTHING that will comfortably hold these bitches up???

Not that you care, or anything.

More later. Hehehehe.



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last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire. [01 Dec 2004|06:28pm]
[ mood | restless ]

Last night:

Heather came over.

Good times. Coffee was made, liquor consumed, doritos eaten..and people bitched about.


Dragged myself out of bed.

Threw on Brand New shirt, pinned my hair up weird, threw on hoodie, and went to school.

Went to Theatre.

Hung out with KARLA afterwards at pizza hut. Its our hangout.

Came home.

Went to Walmart to do a return.

Bought adorable underwear, a bra, socks, and a green and black purse with a green "C" on the front.

Came home, to discover I had a present.

Its this absolutely gorgeous jester given to me by my grandma's friend.

I love those things..I used to collect them till I couldnt find them out in stores anymore.

Threw clothes in washer, put on pajamas.

And here I sit.

No one is online, at least no one that doesnt have an away message up.

Im also starting to think Jey really is upset with me, as its been fucking days since we've spoken.

I really just want this semester to be over with.

On the brighter side of life...only 2 more presents to buy and IM DONE WITH XMAS SHOPPING, BITCHES.

Thank. God.

Searching for something else to say..wait...wait...nope.

<3 C*

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I shiver the whole night through. Aka: the ongoing saga. [30 Nov 2004|06:08pm]
[ mood | cold ]

So today I visited with my very pregnant friend Beth.

She told me how fucked up her life is, I sat and nervously sipped root beer desperately wishing I knew what to say to her. Also desperately wishing it was real beer I was sipping.

She looked really sad. It broke my heart. I hugged her and I really thought she was gonna cry.

It made me look at my life and how easy Ive got things..Im young, I get to have fun, and not worry. Some people dont have it that good.

So afterwards I felt so bad that I smoked the entire way to Eckerds and went in and bought sinus meds, kleenex, gum, a candy bar for my grandma, antibacterial bath soap, and a new squeegee.

Came home.

Fixed coffee.

Spiked the hell out of it.

I sit here, drinking it, and wishing I had my dads acoustic guitar and screaming lyrics to this cd. It actually sounds good cause my voice is gravel.

<3aahhhh gravelly voices<3


Makes me climax almost as hard as when you kiss me. 



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His body was never found. [30 Nov 2004|06:06pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Last Alcoholic Drink: rum and razzmataz bitches. (Yep.)
Last Car Ride: today
Last Kiss: the other day...before I caught the plague.
Last Good Cry: I dont cry. My heart is frozen. AHAHAHA.
Last Library Book: God only knows
Last book bought: that southern novel Im reading.
Last Book Read: Voodoo Queen
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Saw
Last Movie Rented: I dont remember I usually just buy them now.
Last Cuss Word Uttered: goddamnit.
Last Beverage Drank: coffee
Last Food Consumed: chick fil a
Last Crush: which one? heh. There have been a few. Pick a category..the ones that count, or the ones that dont?
Last Phone Call: Beth
Last TV Show Watched: Dr Phil
Last Time Showered: last night
Last Shoes Worn: my sketchers
Last CD Played: Nirvana Unplugged
Last Item Bought: my perfume for xmas
Last Download: ledbelly
Last Annoyance: Insert the name of any person here:_____________
Last Disappointment: I dont remember. Ive had many.
Last Soda Drank: root beer
Last Thing Written: this
Last Key Used: car keys
Last Words Spoken: "goddamn kurt was amazing."
Last Sleep: last night and most of today
Last Ice Cream Eaten: this caramel kind we bought .
Last Chair Sat In: My computer chair
Last Webpage Visited:

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You could have it all. [29 Nov 2004|01:47pm]
[ mood | blah ]

After a night of keeping you guys in suspense, I suppose I will update and tell you what is going on:

Stuffy nose, exhausted. Cant breathe. Arrrrgggg.
In pajamas.
Wanna go back to sleep, may or may not.

Also want to go to the makeup store to buy this crap ive been wanting for decades.
Will I?
Hahahaha. Maybe but prolly not.

May or may not watch Bad Santa again on dvd.  Oh yeah...want to smoke, but..im out and dont feel
like going to the store. Besides Im sure that would do far more damage than good at the moment.
Also want coffee.
I need a bath so badly. Im really starting to disgust myself. I was too tired to shower last night and so today
I feel less than sparkling.
Never heard if Aline had her baby or not.
Id go up to the hospital but I dont really wanna cause if she did they wouldnt allow me back there sick, obviously.
I dont know if this is more of a cold or just sinus.
My guess is its sinus, really.
Wait..who fucking cares.
Might need to buy some medicine rather than a shampoo set I dont really need at all.
I think Im just gonna lay around today. I'll be around, call me if ya need me.
Yep. Sounds good.

Ho Ho Ho, bitches.

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the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. [28 Nov 2004|11:05pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Kso..people are fuckers.
But today was interesting.
My friend aline at work went into labor. That was fucking awesome.
Closed with Sherrie, which always makes things fun, and whats better, she brought and made me white chocolate macadamiea nut coffee with homemade whipped cream topping.
Sherrie fucking rocks, kids.
All my "work friends" were there too, which helped.
The downside?
I feel like goddamned asshole.
I think I may be coming down with something. I mean honestly. I feel like crap.
Sore-ish throat, that weird head pain thing, and body aches.
The solution?
Thanksgiving dressing and nyquil. =)
There are a few things that have kinda gotten to me lately. Instead of raving about these things as I normally would, I will, instead, write about things that make me happy at the current moment in time:

Saddle up, bitches:
My Brand New shirt. I plan on going band shirt shopping next paycheck.
My cotton candy perfume
My friends
the girl that goes with me to the mall a lot ;)
candy in general
chocolate pretzels
my bed
nine inch nails

whatever kevin wears on a regular fucking basis cause damn it smells good
happy bunny anything
the fact i dont hafta work tommorow
(heeells yeah)

writing songs
sleeping in.

I know that sent a thrill where it counts.


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I get nervous, perverse..when I see her its worse. [27 Nov 2004|11:49pm]
Damn song in my head.
SO ok..thanksgiving came and went and work so far has been one good day and one day of hell. I have a big ass headache but oh well.
Been hangin out with cecily lately..its been good times. Introduced her to the michaels crew tonight, she got hit on, and by none other than creepy as fuck aaron.
So almost done with Xmas shopping.
Only exactly 3 more presents to get and its motherfucking OVER.
Kimbo got married today.
That kinda makes me sad cause we've grown up together. But im crazy happy for her. Im glad shes finally ok.
Ya know id say more but im seriously contemplating drilling a hole in my frontal lobe via power tools.
Love ya
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Happy Thanksgiving, Bitches!! [25 Nov 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | content ]

SO this thanksgiving was fucking awesome.
I ate amazing food.
I had fun at my dads. It was very typical of the Carr family. We all sat around and talked about morticians, dead people, the time I got arrested, killing stray cats and gravemarkers.
Cecily came over..we went to walmart, I went xmas shopping, she came to my house, we drank...and watched a movie...ahem.
We'll say it was good times.
Now Im eating ham in my NEW MARDI GRASESQUE PAJAMAS.
The plan?
Finish this entry
Call Heather back
Drink a cup of coffee
Go to bed.
And try to forget I have work and the
after thanksgiving sale tommorow. I may just KILL someone. Pray for me.
But..on a sappy note..I love you guys and am totally thankful for having all of you. Really. I dont know what Id do without you.

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Stuck in ways of sadistic joy, my talent only goes so far as to annoy. [24 Nov 2004|02:33pm]
[ mood | loved ]

K so thus far today a tornado hit jonesboro..no literally. heh.

The power went out.

Cecily is sick therefore couldnt go shopping with me.  This makes me massively sad.

I am still in Pajamas when I SHOULD be at Ulta racking up on the sale makeup and or perfume.

Its a hard life, this.

I also wanna go to kims and cash in on her free BEER.


Sounds motherfrickin amazing.

Who I love, what I love, and why: (Pre Thanksgiving "Im thankful for" obligatory speech tommorow:)

*I love my Jey, cause hes awesome. And volatile like me. But we get each other. And that rocks. ;)

*I love my Cecily, cause shes..well..its hard to explain.  =)

I love my allen, cause hes the coolest 17 year old ever.

I love Karla, cause she rocks the face of God off in theatre.

I love Teneil, cause shes my best and oldest friend.

I love Heather, because frankly, she is psychotic.

I love Kimbo..cause she too is my best and one of my oldest friends. And her taste in everything kicks massive ass.

I love David, although he doesnt love me. Well..like that anyway.

I love Dustin, Allen, Mark, and Tommy cause they are a bunch of damn drunks. And damn fun to drink with.

I love some folk at work. Cause they rule. And hate customers as I do.

I love My family, because they are just as weird and fucked as I am.

I love fall. Damn I love fall.

I also love liquor. <3<3<3 My liver is going to go on strike soon.

**I love concerts.**

I love holidays.

They make me actually like people a little. Heh.



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You give me something I can feel. [23 Nov 2004|04:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]

What sucks as opposed to what doesnt:

Fighting with people you totally shouldnt be fighting with..over very little.

Being stuck in traffic FOREVER coming home.

Having to wake up at the asscrack of dawn to finish projects that shoulda been finished forever ago.

Being tired. And hungry.

Missing the Hives.

What DOESNT suck:

The fact Im home now

The fact Im gonna take a nap SO soon.

Thanksgiving soon!! =)

Seeing certain folk tommorow

Xmas shopping .

Remember kids..if its too loud, turn it down. =W=



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Check my vital signs and know Im still alive [22 Nov 2004|12:06pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So last night My Kimbo (tm) came over and we went to her old house cause Im feeding all her animals for the week. This means I have a house all to myself. I can stay the week if I want to. This=OMFG. Rock on.

So Allen and I went over there and , guys, it was amazing. We had shrimp, steak, and beer.

Shrimp and fucking beer, kids.

You just dont get any better. Im serious.

Im gonna raid her old picture box while Im there and any good pics of me are getting STOLEN, folk. Or at least copied at the nearest Eckerds. Heh.

Its always good seeing her. She brings me up.

Sadly, she left for WV this morning.  This bums me out cause uh, I so should be at that wedding. And cant.

But..its ok..cause shes taking pics just for me.

Le sigh.


Teneil, when are you coming home for thanksgiving? I wanna hang.

Jey..hope things are a bit better today.

Everyone else.. <3

Now all I gotta do is knock out this SUPER FUCKING HUGE PROJECT due tommorow and maybe I can relax for the rest of the day...


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Hey, you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free. [21 Nov 2004|11:12pm]
*Rocks hard*
Stops, due to massive migraine.
The damn migraine should indicate the type of day Ive had.
For fucking real though.
So My KIMBO is coming down tonight
Rock the fuck on.
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